It's nearing the end of Tuesday. The sky is preparing itself for another morning. School was fine...it's always just fine. I did what I do everyday. Like clockwork...no not like. It is in fact clockwork. School is so overwhelming. I sometimes find myself drowning in the sea of static that surrounds me. I feel alone in every class but one. I watch everybody..laughing, talking, smiling. People say I think too much but their lives all appear so shallow. I know for a fact everybody has their share of tragedy...how can they sit there and pretend like everything's okay? I find myself doing this often. I'm afraid of the way people will view me...because I've seen it before. I've seen people shunned, called insane, called depressed, weird, irregular. As I write this, those things seem so insignificant. So why don't I have the tiniest scrap of an idea why I fear such things? It's rare that I find someone that I want to pour all my love and care into. I can only think of a small few whom I feel this way about already. I found a new one though. I've been given the opportunity to take a look into her thoughts and quite frankly...I love it. She's genius. Pure genius. Take a look at her blog by clicking "I love it.". Some people find it weird though, to care for someone so much so quickly but I believe that if you have a feeling you should embrace it. I like hugs...I do. A lot. Maybe I should start hugging people more often. I think people are afraid to hug me. I'm glad I have this blog...I can let all my feelings loose. It feels good.
...Signing Off...
~*~Rommie~*~
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