Brighter Eyes

It was rainy today. I love the rain. There's something about it that makes you feel picturesque. It makes your life feel like some sort of experimental film, well for me it does anyways. It made me want to listen to some quiet Indie music...so I did. I had the headphones in their proper places and the volume turned up so the music would blur all the other noises out...like it was the soundtrack of my day. I realized that I really don't like to talk to people very often. Granted I will have my talkative moods, but for the majority I like to keep to myself. I wonder what people see when they look at me? Am I memorable? Or am I just another kid passing by. I want to be remembered. I want to be remembered as someone inspirational, someone who everyone could relate to and talk to easily. I want everyone to know that I'll listen because I know how good it feels to be heard. People have told me in the past that I seem unapproachable, that they were afraid to talk to me at first. I wonder why? How can I change that? I think I have mood swings. One day I'll talk about depressing stuff, the next I'll be inquisitive, and the next I'll be happy. I suppose I just like to view life from all aspects. I feel...indescribable at the moment. Sometimes, trying to grasp the way I feel or grasp ideas in general is extremely difficult. Have you ever felt like you were thinking about so much that you just couldn't think anymore? Like you lost all train of thought and just didn't know what to think about next? That's how I feel right now...

...Signing Off...
~*~Rommie~*~